you -
like seriously,
intentionally or unintentionally.
you put out all the evidences for people to see,
and try to act innocent as though you don't really care.
who are you vying for?
who are you vying against?
i still hope you lose,
whichever the answer is.
then you make me don't know whether to hate you, or to hate myself.
accumulation of my "repellence" towards you, whether or not you there is such a word.
you lied thoroughly.
cui-ed every bit of trust i had in you, thinking you were all innocent.
if you dont want others to know, then dont act as though you're out of the picture, when essentially you are half foot in (or maybe full body).
presence. is important. so both your absence and presence makes you a liability, at least to me. and i hate it like mad. like mad. im sorry, that i cant help it. when your presence is hinged upon something else, dependent on another factor, then its not as innocent as you claimed it to be. blame upon me that i am lousy as well. for i cannot understand your lies.
-in a bitchy mood tonight.
tanliting&tanhongyu: really feel like scolding bad word, but don't know what to scold. SHIT.
renew. || 12:24 AM