can you feel both good and bad about your actions at one point in time?
i took everything and crushed them.
for i begin to feel tired.
so i refuse to compromise.
pushing for an answer,
explaining along the way.
and at the end of the day,
i get slapped in the face, for
you do not understand a bit at all.
but im feeling good about it cause i dont have to hinge decisions on you anymore.
but im feeling bad about it cause i dont like to end things sore.
i want to say goodbye.
but you dont give me a chance to,
you turned to fly.
im sure one day, just one day, you wont be able to find me.
and you wouldnt even realise so,
so that i can be free.
renew. || 3:18 AM