scorpio
16nov
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Friday, July 16, 2010
halfway through the show, i felt weird. really weird. simply cause i can relate to it very much. the fact that it goes round having talk about dreams and subconscious. and the thing myself having dreams daily for the past few years - nightmares to be exact. its a dream cause there's no beginning.
i woke up this morning from a dream, a dream that is very broken, and throughout the whole day i was trying very hard to piece the dream together. following the plot, i was trying my very best not to lose myself, nor the plot. many times it was quite tough as the words hit me quite hard. though some parts seemed matrixy - due to the lack of gravity (literally and figuratively), the rest was real (or was it not?). that is the beauty of it. what is real and what is not? totem to fix that? a little incredible. talking about it having to inject the balance which we (solely our own selves) can do to find the reality in life. if we gonna extrapolate that into our off screen lives, we'd be able to draw parallel with that. you need a great amount of stability to not dash your dreams, collapse or even to destablize it. you need architects, chemists to construct the best reality but most important of all, i would think you need best deceivers. at one point in time, i had a crazy idea that we are all roped into the world of Chris Nolan. splendid show. though it reminds me of "shutter island" very much. "The mind is like an iceberg, it floats with one-seventh of its bulk above water." |