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Love, Me.
Having so much to say,
and watching you walk away.
'not seeing that loving you.

krise.rayne.
scorpio
16nov


'is what i was trying to do




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可能我怕我的梦飞走
you'remyfavouriteindulgence
notyourfavouriteanyway
就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
赦免我想念你的心碎
给我力量陪我闯荡
&theheartrideson.
再下场雨我才能够靠近
forgivemeifyoumaynotfindme.
comm(u n i)cation
我确实说 我这样说 我不在乎结果
You'reastoryicanttellanymore.
放不下你是我活该
thatimsupposedtogo
你的世界我在哪
ihavetobedrunktotellyouiloveyou
fearofablankplanet
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
可以遗忘是幸福的,被遗忘则是最痛苦的。
'iletyougosoicanbefree
没有选择的我绕道驰骋
ineverfoundthewordstosay,eventhough...
'bee,you'llalwaysbemyfirstcar'
一直太入戏 若即若离是你完美演技
havin'somuchtosay&watchin'youwalkaway,
emhtiwyats
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给 就像个傀儡
我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎
原谅我就是这样的女生
天使忘了飞翔
需要暂时的抽离,抽离这假装的我可以
失忆症是一种无法治愈的清醒
一个人离去 另一个学习忘记
像是鸵鸟相信时间是唯一解药
let this be my last word, that i trust thy love

  • just a mediocre student.
  • Wednesday, July 14, 2010
    12th july 2010. the day that we all donned the super heavy academic dress and put on the super heavy academic dress, bearing the memories of past 4 years. the day i can finally mark out declaring i end my academic life.

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    4 years ago, she was choosing between NUS FASS and NTU NBS. it was a tough choice at that point in time, cos it was a dilemma between practicality and interest. then she finally decide that numbers are out of her league. hence she started this journey with all the psych modules and LTs and tutorials and most importantly psych friends.

    all along a mediocre student, her grades fell as she grew older. since primary school, she has got a downward gradient for her grades, and ultimately 16 years later, she graduated with a 3rdclasshonors. not the most ideal definitely, but that's what she earned myself after 4 years of studying/slacking.

    she has many to thank along this long long journey. people who helped in many many different ways, most importantly she think is to listen to her whine about how stressed she was here and there, and seeing her break down a few times cause of her inability to take the load / pressure. others encouraged her greatly along the way so much so that she finds it easier to continue to finish up what she was supposed to do. so many times she thought she couldn't move on, but they were there to root her on, helping her revise what seem to be alien topics to her, especially those science mods (aka breadths mods). the teachers helped her a great deal too. even though she has her 'list' of favourite lecturers/tutors, everyone sort of helped her achieved her current results. with a bad habit of favouritism, she tend not to work as hard for mods with lecturers that she doesn't fancy. knowing that that is detrimental to her grades, she can't help but function this way, as they are unable to hold her interest in that mod. however, on the brighter side, there are some who are splendid in terms of their teaching method as well as how they made her felt her merit at some point in time. NUS a place that she called school for 4 years, and today, she declare herself no longer part of it, but one small piece in history.

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    on the occupation column, what should i fill in now? - student/unemployed?

    i thank you. really. so much so much for helping me reached the end.
    for now, im exhausted from studying.
    whilst some chooses to continue their schooling prospects, i decide i have enough for now.


    tanhuiqi 毕业了! (:


    renew. || 1:49 AM