WHATHURTSTHEMOST

claiming to be a scorpion girl.

Friday, August 06, 2010

i hope we all don't fall prey to the "oh i wish weekend will come faster AND sunday wont end!" mode. but somehow i think we will. start complaining about MONDAY blues. entering dog eat dog world is our next step.

im not sure about it at all. seriously.

but as much as we are uncertain about set sailing, we know we cant stay put in the harbour for long. too much too much stuff at stake. even before we set sail, there are too many components to consider before we navigate? why so troublesome. then how how can we ever move away when the waves dont carry us?

we talked about hiding emotions today. the difference in suppressing them and slowing them down. i know which i belong to. but its not enough just knowing. and i learnt not only to hide emotions, i learnt i can do the same about presence as well.

"whats your game plan?" this question got stucked in my head since morning. the slogan we see on MRT train banners recently. and how i got reminded of one movie that i watched. so inevitably, i had a substantial amount of thoughts about it. but what was your game plan? why did you do what you did? and what was my game plan? why did i do what i did? if we werent in the plan, then how did the game start? but you declared game over.

first time i rewatched a movie, though its a worth it watch. and i realised only on a second time are you able to see things on a clearer note, things you didnt see previously and of course, things you wish you didnt see this time round. applies for all cases. magnification of an issue doesnt help at times. only serves to complicate. but when things are clearer, you eliminate alot of doubts, they are the things that cloud judgments.

ps: i love the wasabi prawn crackers today :)

renew. || 2:27 AM