i used to think that the word "insubordination", or rather even "subordination", is a word only used in dramas.
later somehow when the word appeared in my life, and for a moment im baffled in the circumstances.
its a term which meaning i have yet to grasp, hence much confusion.
so cold and unfamiliar, the word seem to bug me quite a bit,
and i may take a lifetime to figure out where is the fine line -
between compliance and defiance.