but in the end,
i didnt find any one of them.
cos i didnt know how to.
and i cant find the courage to.
what should i say.
what can i do.
have not yet figured those out
hence,
inaction.
but you are missed - just in case you dont know.
and at the same time,
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉.
how are you?
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this has got to end somewhere, somehow.