i reinstate my stand that im not a runner,
as my running speed was never the best among the teammates.
but i felt a little worth in my runs now.
at least i feel a little more worthy than what i felt back in my old school days.
i still prefer to be moving,
then sticking my butt on the chair in the office.
even if i dont excel and come in first
i feel the adrenaline rush
to run my best and do my fastest.
when i pace her, i felt happy.
i dont need to be fast to feel good.
thats what i want.
i may not be the fastest
but i win my own race -
me against myself.
officially the chapalang sports girl.
im doing it all for my own sake - to remain sane
before work kills me,
till my last drop of blood remain.