Its just that i dont know how to leave my trace anymore.
This November is not gonna be a good November.
Not anymore.
Even though i always insists that November is a helluva good month
But not this month.
It doesnt matter what cause its lousiness
We cant say for sure.
If we sincerely believe that something is gonna turn for the better
Will it then turn for the better?
Life hasnt been too kind.
Or could it be that you are being too hard on yourself?
"november is here again but you are not and like warm pumpkin pie, the changing of leaves, the brink of winter around the corner, thanksgiving and other things i eagerly await for to come back during this time of year, i, too, wait for you to join in line.. but you don’t, you never do and like a ghost set in my bones, i can still feel you living inside me, even if i can’t see you, even if i haven’t heard from you in a long time.. because the memory of you still goes on and on and on, running alongside these veins deep within this heart that refuses to ever let it fade." - 52 hearts.